No shit. If I had the time and the constant motivation to add yet another job to do I’d feel better. I do everything I’m told. Medication, therapy, exercise, sleep, mindfulness, eat well. They all feel like work and they in themselves are draining. And them I have to actively avoid cruxes because they’re unhealthy. Binge eating, alcohol, smoking. Also draining. It’s all exhausting.
No shit. If I had the time and the constant motivation to add yet another job to do I’d feel better. I do everything I’m told. Medication, therapy, exercise, sleep, mindfulness, eat well. They all feel like work and they in themselves are draining. And them I have to actively avoid cruxes because they’re unhealthy. Binge eating, alcohol, smoking. Also draining. It’s all exhausting.