Dude my parents have never done a drug in their lives, except alcohol all the time, which I guess counts as okay to them.

The whole reason I made this post is I’m going to a party tonight and there’s gonna be weed there, but I’m gonna be driving there so I figured it might not be a good idea to smoke, because if I’m gonna do it I’m gonna do it for the effects, not just take a couple hits to look cool. I don’t really wanna ask to spend the night because I haven’t been friends with this person for too long. I might be able to walk, but they live a bit far, so my parents would be pretty suspicious of me walking home from across town in the middle of the night. Might be best to just try and have a good time without it.

Yup, it’s more just this. I go outside all the time, but it’s not really normal in my house to leave and just not say anything, even though I’m about to be 20 now. I have to make an excuse for everything, and it’s not really feasible to just say I’m going for a walk and then spend the entire afternoon getting high at a park.